Transfers have come and gone and Sis M and I are still down like four flat tires! (We are staying together!) I have thought a lot this week about me, who I am and how I fit into this world.....too much thought on a subject like that can drive a sista to eating her own hair! :)
I didn't find "the" answer...maybe I didn't find an answer at all because maybe there isn't an answer....it's all a work in progress, line upon line, precept upon precept, building and forming who we are and how we fit and then comes the next step, the next layer and we begin to build again....maybe we wonder or maybe it's just me and I wonder...constantly, who I am and how I find my place in this new adventure because "it's" not supposed to be comfortable, "it's" not supposed to be easy....we have to continue to push forward, to search inside ourselves, to find our strength, to find our purpose, to find our inner us and when we do, when we fit in and sit comfortably down in our "place".....it is time to grow and change again. Life is not A lesson, there is not one learning, we will not succeed in this "thing" we are currently battling and find ourselves atop it, victors, and reign in complete bliss and happiness after. HA! Our time here on earth is the trial, it is the lesson, constantly changing as we change, constantly growing as we grow....as we overcome, the trials will grow and change with us....this week I have searched, pondered, and prayed about who I am and how I fit into this world and my finding is that I am a Child of God, a daughter of my Father in Heaven and in that there is comfort and in that there is peace. I am not here to find my place, or to silently fall into line, I am not here to fit in; I was born to stand up, to rise up, to teach and preach, to search out and build up, I was born to the stand out! :)
XOXO
Sis Z