Howdy!!! So, last week I finished the Book of Mormon, it was a reading frenzy, I DEVOURED it! I started it again Sunday night because there is still SO much left in there for me....it's like panning for gold, I never know when or where but, I find little nuggets hidden all over the place. Just when I think I have read and studied and prayed upon certain verses until I know them inside and out, BAM there it is, my golden nugget....the word of the Lord is so powerful! The word is a little sneaky too...gotta search those jokers out and pin 'em down :)
I have been studying a lot about the importance of setting goals and prayer.
One of my favorite quotes right now is from Corrie Ten Boom:
"My life is but a weaving
Between my God and me.
I cannot choose the colors
He weaveth steadily.
Oft’ times He weaveth sorrow;
And I in foolish pride
Forget He sees the upper
And I the underside.
Not ’til the loom is silent
And the shuttles cease to fly
Will God unroll the canvas
And reveal the reason why.
The dark threads are as needful
In the weaver’s skillful hand
As the threads of gold and silver
In the pattern He has planned
He knows, He loves, He cares;
Nothing this truth can dim.
He gives the very best to those
Who leave the choice to Him.”
I am sad to say that I will leave my mission having not seen N--- baptized. I know that The Lords plan is his own and his time frame does not need to coincide with mine....but, still my heart hurts that I cannot stay until he is ready. Addiction is a powerful beast, although I have never known it, both before my mission and during it, I have seen how it can rip entire families to pieces leaving only sorrow and tears in its wake....he is one of the strongest men I have ever known, he reminds me so much of daddy....I know, I KNOW he can overcome this....continue to keep him and his family is your prayers.
I am coming home....I can't not think about it because every person I see, every member we talk to, every lesson we teach, it ALWAYS comes up! I am trying not to focus on it, or even think about it...but, the truth is I'M COMING HOME!!!
Things I am going to miss:
1. The people! I truly LOVE them!
2. Seeing green.....everywhere
3. Having seasons
4. NOT having to pump my own gas!
5. Wild raspberry & blackberry bushes....everywhere!
6. Rainy days
7. Having a companion
8. The "Christmas Morning" excitement I feel EVERY Monday when I get to email mommy & daddy
9. Getting care packages/mail Every single day!
10. Being a missionary!
Things I'm ready to come home to:
1. To meet my sisters!!
2. Real Mexican Food
3. Napping!
4. Wearing jeans...whenever I want! :)
5. The sun!
6. Not having to limit my wardrobe to two suitcases
7. Going shooting with daddy
8. Family movie night
9. Going shopping with Mik
10. Sleeping in...LATE!
Actually my entire list could have been on the various modes of sleeping that I am looking forward to but, I felt like grandma would be judging me when she reads this! :) For the record, my grandma told me that if I didn't learn to clean my room or "train" myself to get before 10 am, that I would not make it on my mission....kinda think grandma was a little worried I'd be "returned home" for being a lazy sloth! HA! I made it grandma ;)
Also, for the record, mommy & daddy sent me the best coming home package ever and for all those who will one day have returning missionaries, you should get the details!(cause its too much to type)
Love you all! Oh and did you know I'm coming home! 2 Weeks!!!